Decide wrong and go Correct

Its hard for us to decide the next step we wanted to take. Life is full of ups and downs they say. But Life is full of downs and ups, I say. Being in a confused mood of being not known what to do next,I thought to try for the next company as the same fresher.The formal shirts and trousers I bought happily to work is now used to attend the interviews again.I was forced to this decision because I'm from an Indian middle class family who has tons of ideas but with a fear in front of all.

Plans and decisions differ with the environment you are 


Even though I'm sad, The colour of sky didn't change and the waves of sea didn't stop. Everything happens usual except my mind. 

Emergency without an Ambulance

One day, The day which made my other day sad. I was fired within a month I'm hired by the private company I was working.The day when I have nothing and ended in the street with my cigarette in the left hand and some smoke inside my throat.I know this is not the end of the world but I cant decide how to live tomorrow.

One of the worst feeling in life is loosing your job

Don't know what to do for the rest of my life, and that's the time millions of ideas will strike our mind. Once you are said to calculate 2+2 ,your mind will instantly blink 4 without actually calculating. But I'm in a situation where I was said to calculate the same with the same mind but in a different situation ,and now it goes for different solutions like 1+1*2+1,2*1+1+1,1+1+1*2, 2*1+1*2 etc. Thus my life at this situation thinks of millions of ways to solve only one solution.

About Me

 

I'm the author of this blog. I kept the name of my blog as lossofpay.com. The reason why I kept this name is, all other better names are already taken. lol .I  kept this name because I lost my payment as I was fired by a private company I was working. I don't know what my life will be and still did not get the complete picture of it. Even vijay mallya can find hard to buy a beer tomorrow. Yes, The probability is there. 

Because, The worst game we are forced to play by god is our life.

I began to write once I entered the situation where you cant feel anything in this world because your entire heart is already lost. I begin this blog to write stuffs I've undergone and going.